This past half year has been really hectic, as you know.
One thing that I'm still happy about though, is not taking (all of) the initial professional advice that I got. The happy pills are still in my house somewhere, in a box unopened, and in a way are a reminder that I don't need them, don't want them and can be fine without them.
But sometimes it would probably just be easier. Either that, or allowing myself to escape.
Or I should just go to bed and sleep.....