April 27, 2007


I finally sent an email tonight which I should have sent out months and months ago...

I don't really know why I didn't do this earlier. Afraid of hurting someone? Being selfish and enjoying the attention? Wanting to be nice to everyone? Being intrigued by the minds of men?

Whichever it was, those reasons above are now void. The email is out. And it feels pretty good actually.

Hopefully there won't be a reply. I'm tired of dealing with this (and yes, I know I could/should have stopped dealing with it much sooner).

[update@1 May! There was a reply, but only to say - after a long and convoluted paragraph of how my perception of the situation wasn't right - that he wouldn't contact me again. Good.]

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